i sent the last blog that i wrote to my ex-boyfriend over facebook in a message. he sent me one back today that said "sorry you hate my but most of your assumptions are wrong". this is the first communication we've had in maybe 3 weeks. i completely do not understand what goes through his head. i feel like i'm really trying to make an effort to restore our friendship, but he wants nothing to do with it. i'm almost to the point where i just don't want to deal with it anymore.
on another note, Stefan is here again until tomorrow. i think me and Stefan get along pretty well, probably just like Katie and Wesley get along. he's a pretty funny guy, i like him. right now we're watching It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia and it's pretty hilarious. i really like this show a lot.
i got a letter from Wesley today. it had a picture in it of him and his little sister Carolyn. he said, "my mom's friend sent me a bunch of pictures. since i'm not there to make stupid comments, i'll just leave you with this confused look from my childhood". i can't even express how much i miss him. this is probably the hardest thing that i've ever had to do. thinking about the day that i'll get to see him again is so amazing. it's going to be like something out of a completely corny chick flick. i cannot wait.
i'm not sure what we're doing tonight, i think we might go out. then again i'm pretty tired, and katie doesn't feel that good, so i think we might just go to 7-11 and call it a night. after all, we do have class tomorrow at 10:00. :D