i swear, this weekend should be officially dubbed "Ex Weekend".
i've hung out with almost all my ex-boyfriends, ex-hookups, ex-friends.
INCIDENT #1:
last night i went to the movies with Knox. he is one of Wesley's good good friends. they are, in fact, very much alike. i dated Knox about.. 9 - 10 months before i started dating Wesley. after Knox and i broke up, he ignored me for 5 months, and held my $80 bathing suit captive in his house. he would not return my phone calls, instant messages, or anything over the internet. it was so frustrating. he is one of the main reasons why i became so .. you know, my senior year. he claims that i was way more messed up from my other ex-boyfriend, Zane, but i'm not too sure.
anyways, we went to see Good Luck Chuck. besides the fact that it was FULL of sex, first scene to the last, it was pretty awkward. i feel like things with me and him never got fully closed, and in my mind it was still a pretty open wound. i hated Knox for the longest time because of what he did to me. and up until the day before Wesley left for the Army, he was still a jerk to me. he claims that he was jealous, initially, and that's why he was acting that way. i'm not sure if i believe that or not.
either way he was being a relatively nice guy to me. it was refreshing, finally having the old Knox back instead of the asshole ex-boyfriend that i hated and wanted to spite. he told me that he missed me and gave me a hug. and he actually said that when he saw that i was coming home, he was excited because he didn't really know why he'd been such a jerk to me. it was nice. hopefully we can carry on that friendship -- at least until he ships for the USCG on October 16th.
INCIDENT #2:
while at the movies with Knox, i run into none other than the infamous Chris Bohlin. i had hooked up with him a lot. either while i was dating someone else, or right after. i'm not sure why because, like Knox, he dicked me. he fucked me over so good. we had started hooking up during the start of my senior year, his junior year. at first it was like a mutual decision with no feelings involved. but silly me, i had to go deeper than that. after a few months of continuous hookup, he decided that it was a good time to tell me that he had a girlfriend. BUT SHE LIVED IN CONNECTICUT. so that automatically made it ok. kind of like saying, "with all do respect.." before you say something completely mean. i realized that this was probably a bad idea, for the sake of my still fragile emotions after the breakup with Knox. yet i continued to dig myself in deeper. after he lied to me and ditched me at prom for this stupid Connecticut bitch, i decided that i was done with it. in the months after that there were a few times when it was a "booty call" situation. but nothing more that that.
we hadn't seen eachother in at least a month. Knox said that he didn't want me to talk to him because he "had crystal earrings". his 1/2 gauge plugs were big jewels. this kids tight, i know.
INCIDENT #3:
tonight i hung out with my other ex-boyfriend, Mike. yes, the one that i wrote that nasty entry about. we hung out with our friend Josh, who i hadn't seen since he dropped out of school. these kids are bad news. we drove around and went to the movies to see Katie because she was working. that really felt like summer again. with Katie working, and hanging out with Mike, and because it's so warm. every time i come home to NOVA i feel like i digress a bit.
in other news: the unthinkable happened.