i hate how it takes forever for this stupid blog program to work. maybe it's just my computer, but i feel like me writing a blog depends on whether or not the fucking program wants to work.
gah, anyway. me and katie are watching 28 Weeks Later. it's pretty lame. the acting kind of sucks, and the story is practically Dawn of the Dead with british people. the cinematography is sweet though, and i guess that makes it a little better.
i got back from NoVa today around 8. we left at 5, and got stuck in traffic forEVER. it sucked. i feel like i've been living on 95 for the past 4 days. after the 14 hour drive from Georgia i really would rather not be in a car that i'm not driving for extended periods of time.
i've been talking to Wesley a lot lately because he hasn't gotten his phone taken away yet. he gets it taken away tomorrow until the phase change in like 5 weeks. he says that he'll probably be able to use the payphone at least on sundays, which is better than nothing. but either way i still feel like i've gone back to square one on this whole thing. i feel like i counted down the days to seeing him for nothing, because i'm back to not being able to see him for even longer this time. i have thanksgiving break to look forward to though, because i'm going to try to go down to Fayetteville to spend it with him and his family. i would tell my mom to come with me, but i already know that she would say that she didn't want to do that. we've been getting into a lot of ridiculous fights lately. Wesley's mom and i are going to try to go down to Bragg as much as we can and as soon as we can. hopefully that's soon because it's really hard to be away from him. i can't wait until the day that he's not so far away from me without any form of communication. that'll be nice.
anyway, i'm going to get some sleep. today has been so incredibly stressful. i thought that it was going to be the last day that i was going to hear from Wesley, but then it turns out tomorrow is. the truth is neither of us really know what's going to happen. he doesn't even know what's happening when it happens. he seems really excited though for what these next few weeks will bring.. which makes me really very happy. it's good to see that he's doing what he loves, even if he's far away from me. what can i say? i guess i really like the boy.